Monday, October 08, 2007

No decisions yet

Since my last post we have been mourning the loss of a lesson horse at the barn we board at. The girls and I were there when he injured himself in a stall which led to euthanasia a few hours later.

Too many sad events as of late to make any IVF decisions.

I am leaning towards saying good-bye to this IF journey but the pain from recent events is muddying my psyche so I just can't say yet. Right now, I don't have the emotional capacity to face another cycle.

Sending hugs to my fellow infertiles. I do hope all of you find peace on which ever path you choose.


Sarah said...

sounds like a very reasonable approach in the face of unreasonable amounts of crap having come your way. i hope this is the end of it, and a healing time is beginning.

Samantha said...

I'm sorry to hear about the horse. I hope you can come to a reasonable decision.

Sara said...

Oh dear. I'm so sorry. I love horses too, and can imagine how shocked and sad you must feel.

Take your time. This isn't a decision that should be rushed.