I know I'm hormonal right now, but that made me cry. Wouldn't it be so much easier to just drop it off at a fire station and get rid of it, instead of letting it lay there and cry?
Me? A forty year old Mother of two out-of-this-world daughters (whom we were blessed with through the miracle of adoption), and Wife to a wonderful man who recognizes the huge hole infertility has left in my heart.
Problem with my cha-cha slide? Stage 4 endometriosis with endometriomas and a stenotic cervix.
Why am I here? Because we are going to two-step our way on over to the IVF table using donor eggs.
Regret for things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable. --Sydney J. Harris
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Steps to Parenthood
1991 - Married Ivan
1995 - Endo diagnosis
1996 - Clomid/IUI's (BFN)
1997 - "Goose" adoption
2000 - "Lili" adoption
2006 - Baby fever
2007 - IVF1 (MC) FET1 (BFN)
2008 - Took a year off
2009 - Turned 40
2009 - Donor Egg IVF (BFN)
2010 - FET - 1 BLAST (BFN)
2010 - Moved to the country
2011 - Embryo adoption (?)
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I know I'm hormonal right now, but that made me cry. Wouldn't it be so much easier to just drop it off at a fire station and get rid of it, instead of letting it lay there and cry?
That's brutal. There has been a whole slew of bad parent stuff going on up here to. It's so hard to hear of women with children they don't want.
That so made me vomit.
OMG.
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