Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Negative Pee Stick

The dream is "over".

I peed on a stick this morning and it came back negative. Tomorrow is the blood test so it should have been positive today.

Not much to say about it. That $20k sure did go fast!

Yes, we have one blast on ice but there is NO WAY it will work if the two fresh ones didn't. Honestly, to spare myself the pain, I would rather not even do the frozen transfer.

This donor egg journey has been shitty, quite honestly. The fertilization rate was no better than my old eggs two years ago. And I got pregnant with my old eggs!

Just took a Pre*vacid so I can try and eat.


Circus Princess said...

I'm so, so sorry to hear that. I was hoping/praying/wishing this was it for you.

Take care of yourself and take the time you need to decide if one more try is in the stars for you.


Life and ramblings of a small town girl! said...

Oh no!! I've been following and was hoping right along with you, this was THE cycle. It sounded so positive leading up to this point. Try to remain positive. Big HUGS

jenicini said...

I am so sorry. Thinking of you.

Lisa said...

I'm so sorry to hear that the cycle didn't work. I'll still hope for a miracle tomorrow.

Alice said...

I'm sorry to hear this news. Hugs to you.