It's interesting that you're sick. I came down with a strange virus over the summer right after my retrieval for my very last IVF. Of course I got a BFN and was sick nearly the entire summer. I had a low grade fever for weeks. To this day I swear that I caught it in the office.
I really, really thought this would work for you. The odds are supposed to be very good. I don't get it. You are the second blog I've read that the DE didn't work on the first try. I'm so so sorry. This is all such a painful process. Try to rest during the break before the FET. Have a good cry or two. It'll probably hit you again when AF comes. That was always the most difficult time for me. It was so final when I was still holding out a secret hope.
Your fellow IFers understand and we're here to support you. Big hugs and you're in our thoughts.
Me? A forty year old Mother of two out-of-this-world daughters (whom we were blessed with through the miracle of adoption), and Wife to a wonderful man who recognizes the huge hole infertility has left in my heart.
Problem with my cha-cha slide? Stage 4 endometriosis with endometriomas and a stenotic cervix.
Why am I here? Because we are going to two-step our way on over to the IVF table using donor eggs.
Regret for things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable. --Sydney J. Harris
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Steps to Parenthood
1991 - Married Ivan
1995 - Endo diagnosis
1996 - Clomid/IUI's (BFN)
1997 - "Goose" adoption
2000 - "Lili" adoption
2006 - Baby fever
2007 - IVF1 (MC) FET1 (BFN)
2008 - Took a year off
2009 - Turned 40
2009 - Donor Egg IVF (BFN)
2010 - FET - 1 BLAST (BFN)
2010 - Moved to the country
2011 - Embryo adoption (?)
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Oh no! Ashpash, that stinks. I'm so so sorry. It's just so unfair.
Im so sorry..this is bs. I know sorry doesn't even begin to cover it..You're in my thoughts tonight.
Thinking of you.
AshPash,
I'm sorry.
Jeanne
((((((((((BIG, BIG HUGS to you)))))))))))
Pinning my hopes and wishes for your frosty!
Heartbreaking. I'm shocked.
It's interesting that you're sick. I came down with a strange virus over the summer right after my retrieval for my very last IVF. Of course I got a BFN and was sick nearly the entire summer. I had a low grade fever for weeks. To this day I swear that I caught it in the office.
I really, really thought this would work for you. The odds are supposed to be very good. I don't get it. You are the second blog I've read that the DE didn't work on the first try. I'm so so sorry. This is all such a painful process. Try to rest during the break before the FET. Have a good cry or two. It'll probably hit you again when AF comes. That was always the most difficult time for me. It was so final when I was still holding out a secret hope.
Your fellow IFers understand and we're here to support you. Big hugs and you're in our thoughts.
T
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