Monday, March 08, 2010

Hormones back on track

Finally back on the pill. Period over.

Lots of energy today. Got tons done after weeks of nada. Whew, feels good.

I can't think about this failure. I can't think of another IVF. I can't think of having a baby. It's much, much too painful. When those thoughts enter my mind I run screaming to something else to focus on.

Starting lots of home projects...painting, floors, etc.. That will get me through Spring and then we will see what I can obsess about over the summer.

Thanks for the sincere thoughts about our neighbor. So very sad.

Spring is here. Let's hope it brings with it lots of healing. For many of us.

Update: I take BCP's for my endo.

5 comments:

S.I.F. said...

I turn to house projects when thoughts of infertility get me down too... Big hugs to you...

Sara said...

I'm glad that you're finding ways to keep your mind busy.

Musicmakermomma said...

I'm with you on the project front - I have a bunch of things started now, and NO thinking about the future just yet. Hoping you are feeling better each day, just moving forward. Good luck -

Musicmakermomma said...

I'm with you on the project front - I have a bunch of things started now, and NO thinking about the future just yet. Hoping you are feeling better each day, just moving forward. Good luck -

linda said...

Spring is an easy time to busy yourself with things to keep your mind off of this.

You mentioned going back on BCPs - is this to keep your endo in check...or?