Addiction?

BTW, I would love know if this process is by chance addictive? My master plan is to only have ONE egg retrieval. With those eggs that actually fertilize, we will do a full IVF cycle and then perhaps one FET if they thaw well. That's all that I am budgeting for...is this even sane of me? Once you get a taste for seeing your fertilized eggs, are you drawn back into this like a damn fish to water? Is it possible to exert self-control with IVF? I am a little scared about that. ("Really, honey, I think we can handle a few newspaper routes and I hear that selling your plasma is quite lucrative...")