Went to bed again last night with an aching groin/uterus/bladder. I am not sure what it means but it's, well...strange. Lying in bed last night while my bladder was cramping I was thinking "holy crap, what if this worked?". I started talking to Frosty in my head, asking him to hold on. Silly, huh?
My big issue today? THIRST. I cannot rid my mouth of this "thirsty" feeling. Water, water and more water which means lots of peeing, peeing and more peeing. Ugh. I just want to sit here under my warm blanket watching We*eds on Net*flix and not move.
The beta is tomorrow at 8AM and I am terrified beyond measure. I don't want The Call. I can't hear bad news again... I just can't! I would HONESTLY rather keep plugging along until it was obvious that I was P or not P. Waiting on that call is cruel, cruel torture. I have JUST enough PIO for tomorrow morning's dose, up until today refusing to order more. And then, in a thirst-crazed moment this morning I panicked about the off-chance that i need it for Saturday morning and Free*dom doesn't get it here until Noon? I spent the $30 and ordered more.
Will report back how awful tomorrow morning's "stick" is.
21 hours ago