Thursday, February 25, 2010

CD 26 7DP5DT

Went to bed again last night with an aching groin/uterus/bladder. I am not sure what it means but it's, well...strange. Lying in bed last night while my bladder was cramping I was thinking "holy crap, what if this worked?". I started talking to Frosty in my head, asking him to hold on. Silly, huh?

My big issue today? THIRST. I cannot rid my mouth of this "thirsty" feeling. Water, water and more water which means lots of peeing, peeing and more peeing. Ugh. I just want to sit here under my warm blanket watching We*eds on Net*flix and not move.

The beta is tomorrow at 8AM and I am terrified beyond measure. I don't want The Call. I can't hear bad news again... I just can't! I would HONESTLY rather keep plugging along until it was obvious that I was P or not P. Waiting on that call is cruel, cruel torture. I have JUST enough PIO for tomorrow morning's dose, up until today refusing to order more. And then, in a thirst-crazed moment this morning I panicked about the off-chance that i need it for Saturday morning and Free*dom doesn't get it here until Noon? I spent the $30 and ordered more.

Will report back how awful tomorrow morning's "stick" is.

8 comments:

jenicini said...

I am crossing all of my apendages for you! I think the twinges you are having are great signs though. I've been having a ton of them since about a week after the transfer. Lots of luck for you tomorrow. I am hoping hoping hoping for you.

linda said...

Aches sound positive! I don't know how you've got this far w/o POAS...you've got serious strength going on there. I can't wait to hear your update! Fingers crossed!

Heather said...

Today is going SO SLOW!!! I just want tomorrow to get here - I'm dying to know!!! I got everything crossed for you!

kimbosue said...

Good luck!

ICLW

Miss Megan said...

All of your signs sound GREAT!!! Fingers, toes, legs, and even eyes crossed for you!!! Come on BFP!!! Good luck on your POAS and your beta tomorrow=).
Oh, and I talk to my embies too. . .you know. . .BEGGING them to stick? LOL=). I'm just a couple days behind you at 4dp5dt, and wishing for some great news for both of us!

Expectant Duck said...

Crossing it all for some great news!

Dana said...

Good luck on you beta tomorrow!!

ICLW

Musicmakermomma said...

Oh hon, I am hoping so hard for you. I hate that ambivilant time, between the test and the call. Argh. Sending virtual hugs.